Is 12 something in the morning, just ended his phone call a few minutes ago. I wonder why I doesn't feel like sleeping yet although I feel like shit now.
Had a tiny talk about couple's relationship with Chun Wai today. He told me his GF complained about him playing too much of Maple Story and forget about her.
"You want MapleStory or me?!" she said.
"You want me playing MapleStory at home or go out find other girls?!" he replied.
I think he has the point.
You see, sometimes I rather hope that Melvin is those guys who stay at home and addicted to online games or who 24/7 is watching 22 guys chasing the little ball in the tv than going out often to meet friends, and social.
At least, by staying at home, I can know that he is not flirting with other girls out there without me knowing it or even worst come to worst having one night stand.
I trust him is not that kind of guy, I believe he will not betray me, but, what kind of cat on Earth doesn't loves to eat fish?
"He is a Christian, and bible said no adultery in one of their 10 commandments." I said.
"If everyone follows the rules in bible, there will be no rape cases in this world." he said.
Which I think is true too.
And now, here am I, thinking, is it because of he has lots of girl's friends around him and making me jealous, or is it me being lack of confident on myself and start thinking nonsense about one day he will walk away with another girl and leave me here alone and hurt.
Maybe is all because of I love him too much and too deep?
I don't know.
My self protection mode is on again.
I should stop thinking nonsense and be optimistic.
4 comments:
it's not that simple. he still can flirt another fish through mobile phones, facebook etc eventhough he's at home. haha kay now im adding oil to the fire. oppss, not helping. X|
Well, at least I can check on him through facebook. Flirt still can be forgiven, but one night stand?
hmm, i duno ur cat well. but im sure my cat wont ONS la.. no idea, maybe you can make him go home before you go to bed, know his circle of friends etc. X)
hey lily，我想告诉你，其实你的猜测都是对的。他真的不是一个值得付出的男生，我会这么说是因为我认识他比你久当然他的所做所为我也很清楚。不要被他的花言巧语蒙骗了，更不要因为他的峻峭让你失去判断能力。我会这样说不是因为我要找机会接近他或是拆散你们，只是因为我看不过眼，你是个好女孩，不要让他毁了你最美好的20岁，不要浪费时间在一个不值得的他身上。你是水瓶座，我想你的性格应该和我一样倔犟，因为我也是水瓶座。你可以不相信我，继续和他下去，或则真的好好的去想想他是怎么对待你的，我不知道他是不是真的爱你，但我可以很可定的告诉你，他是真的花心。现和你说声对不起可能我把你弄哭了，但是这都是事实，同样是女人，我真的看不下去所以才会告诉你。好好的想想，我相信水瓶座的你判断能力比谁都还要强。加油！
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