I'm Free, I'm Happy

It took me a year and 4 months which is around 478 days to get over him

Yeah, FINALLY !

I'm a happy girl now :)

I remember last year is a hell for me

Every single place, song, food, stuff reminds me of him

The pain is unbearable

When I'm starting to feel better

he decided to come back for me, twice

Thus, the pain never fades away

When the year 2013 comes

and I received offer letter to study in Australia

I've never felt so happy in my life

I can finally live my dream and get away from him

Who knows that when I started my 2nd year in Australia

one of my course mate decided to have the exact same name as him

and I have to face him almost every single day for 2 years

So when things start to go smoothly and nicely

and the pain is fading away

One day, I realised that he has a new girlfriend

I remember when I'm chatting with Kit about this matter through Whatsapp 

during my Food Tech class

I'm trembling and my heart is so pain I can't even describe

Kit said " Go to the washroom and cry, you'll feel better. "

But, nope. I swallowed all the pain and tears

and managed control my emotion throughout the day

From then on wards, I'm on stalker mood

View all their photos through Instagram

It hurts a lot

but I like it

because the pain eventually numbed away all my feelings

Weeks goes by and one day, I realised I managed to double click one of their photo in Instagram

and I felt that, they look sweet and happy together :)

I've let go, I'm free and I'm happy

This You and Me label will be useless until the special one comes into my life

:)

Cheers !

p/s : I wish that you will treat her with all your heart. More than what you used to be to me. Bless. :)